You Gain Some, You Lose Some.

I tried =)...

idk its funny to me because friendship is really big to me. I'm not the type of girl to just let any body in, and thats why i have many acquaintances and few friends. And the fact that people can throw away friendships like trash or even try to redeem them later like recycling blows me. If i give you my friendship.. cherish it because i really can be one of the best friends you'll probably ever have. Once your my "friend" congratulations that means that i have let you in. Let you in to the side of me that most people will never EVER get the chance to see. I will go to extreme limits depending on how good of friends we are. And if i feel as though i can call you my best friend.. even better because that means i can trust you whole heartedly.. and no matter what happens i will always be there for you. But if i let you in and you betray what we had (Especially Over Something Retarded).. don't bother even looking in my direction. Don't think that we could EVER be friends again because what you just explained me is that our friendship meant nothing to you and obviously you could give 2 shits. I'm not the type that recycles or throws away friendships unless you truly disrespected me, or i was truly hurt. Damn it's the beginning of 2009 and i already lost 2 friendships.. that at least i though were good. But thank you for cutting it short before the years went by. I'm not sorry. I don't apologize, unless it was truly for something i did.. and once your cut from my life. I Don't Care.

As for the rest that are still sticking it in there with me. Thank you =) 

and i  appreciate you supporting me at my good moments and my bad.

::Breezy<3::

Chris LOOK at the Damaqe.

"According to the reports from the most reputable news sources, Brown turned himself in to authorities Sunday evening in connection with a charge of making a criminal threat. After being interviewed by police, he was released on a $50,000 bond. Brown is being accused of assaulting a woman Sunday early morning and fleeing the scene, leaving her in a car in the Hancock Park section of Los Angeles. As a result of the issue, Brown canceled his performance at Sunday's 51^st Grammy Awards where he was nominated for two trophies, best pop collaboration for his song "No Air" with Jordin Sparks and best male R&B performance for his ballad "Take You Down."

It is unclear whether or not his girlfriend pop star Rihanna was the victim, however, insiders are speculating that it was the "Umbrella" singer who made the 911 call to police, complaining of being attacked. Rihanna also withdrew from her scheduled performance from the Grammys." This is crazy.! I couldn't believe this..not my boo.he wouldn't hurt a fly. Well i guess apparently he would. Im soo taken back by the allegations. How could my sweetheart Chris Brown..the same one that sang " Excuse me Miss" and " Kiss Kiss" be beating on girls. Tisk Tisk CB you really disappointed me. =( 

::Breezy<3::

Screw Valentine's Day.

Valentines day is just a few days away and i must admit this is qoinq to be a challenge for me. This is my first valentines day by myself and i qotta say i'm really upset about it. I know it was my choice to be sinqle this year but fact is i can't stand beinq alone. It's soo bad i even decided to work 5-11 at my job that day. I don't understand why the world had to pick one specific day for all lovers on the face of this planet to confess their undyinq love for each other. What happens to the people that don't have a lover that day? For instance...ME!? Than you have to parade around all day with hugs and kisses beinq thrown in your face only to be reminded that your alone. Its really quite sad. Hopefully before Saturday i can find someone who is just as alone as i am... anyone interested.? Breezy is still takinq applications at this time.

::Breezy<3::